Here im,more hoping

Today what I want, is just want to change my self, nothing more valuable than it.I have to draw away, stop to remember the existing even and have been happened in my life,life must gone, done is done. Im so weary to live of the shadow stupidity of me,my negligence, if I'll remain to stay in the meaningless regret. Just leave it.
What I want is just want to finish my duty in this world.but not meaning that im poorsprited , exactly contrary.I want to change all of me,all ugly exist in me.

Be more good, as can as possible, try never regret what I have and not yet confessed to do, there is no word to lost time to go forward. Yeah…! I should be able to fulfill every of my aspiration,that what I have confessed to compile natty,just make it more perfect. Don’t wanna destroy all confessed that I have develop,just because my bad value. I believe. “The infinitie always have plan”, I don’t know shall I regret it all,coz what I know I have do everything with pleasure,particulary my study,I do it very seriously,I have do all that I can do, I undue regret it anymore, now is about, try to be maximal,the best as I can do, may be I need some add extra.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, what I know is, imn’t the people which different from other, for once more I have to created one space in my heart to save all the what I dream, I can’t surrender for hope,cos the hoping always there. Though it’s heavily to do that,coz I have troubling others .
But once more I have to stop to remembering. Its enough...!!!, I have to proving that I will awake,again and again never stop,until I found what I want, like the old of me, im is the people who always get the symphaty from others cos always can do anything what they want. the properly earn that.
Whom again can created change in my life, strenght, bravery, beside me. Im asure in a moment wait I will enjoying that everything was I got.

1. Make a change
Yup..!! I have to..expect, I will awake from each of my grief, make a change first from , the life style,way of earning, way of thinking..and trust for get the result.my life must go on and im sure there is change, not like ths forever. More adult,undrestanding the life, hope the best.

2. Esteeming/ thingking goodness for every what I was got
Esteeming/ thingking goodness for every what I was got first from my grief,happiness, environment and all that entering my life, stay humble

3. Humality
Placing myself in the true position,existence of,but I don’t want to debased,hence I should make my self whorting,loving people as love
myself,particularry the others whom give me aid, in my study,career,and x’self concept.

4. Positive thingking
That’s should I have do,and culcated,coz it’s very important,to maintaining belief,it will bring me to the real me, be my self,im special. Im is im. Never say that u can’t do it. I can do anything if I think I can, what I belief is happened and will happen to me